Thinking about the meaning of life, I noticed a repetitive process like the creation of a snowflake by its fractal side.
First there is a large quantity of elements of the same order (particles or atoms or molecules, etc.) divided into several types (for atoms: hydrogen, lead, carbon, uranium, etc.). Some types have a long lifespan, the stable ones (calcium) and others a short one, the unstable ones (radon). The stable ones group together and form a complex which is a higher order element. Particles form atoms which form molecules which form cells which form “living beings” which form societies. On a human level, we will rather speak of adapted for the stable and unadapted for the unstable.
This combined with evolutionism makes me think that the adapted have the vocation of forming societies starting with a family. The unadapted have the vocation of being explorers or possibles adapted in a changing context. If at the particle level the model is clear (for example a positron and an electron) the higher we go in the order of complexes the more it becomes fuzzy. Maybe because it’s younger. At the human level, the process is not yet mature and with too few elements. We are just starting to form societies and with globalization we are tending more and more towards a single society.
Biography:
If I always thought I was physically normal, around the age of 16 I understood that intellectually I was different, especially because of my interests. So I thought I was on the side of the ‘unadapted’ and will have a shorter life than normal. I thought that the discomfort would grow and quickly lead me to suicide, but finally life is so fantastic…